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Who: Riku and Sora with a brief appearance from Mark
What: Riku has a talk with Sora. Then sexes him. Yes.
Where: Riku's dorm
When: Evening
Rating: NC-17


Riku had been looking all over Garden for Sora. He'd checked all the usual hiding spots and so far had had no luck in finding the boy. He was almost ready to give up.

Sora was stood outside the dorms, near Riku's, sobbing softly with tears down his face as he looked up at Mark, hands covering his mouth.

Mark had heard a story about a puppy in town that was really, seriously hurt and he wanted to talk to someone who'd actually care. Trey would've just made dumb jokes, so he talked to Sora about it.

Riku turned the corner, intent on heading back to his room to sulk when he caught sight of Sora and Mark. His heart jumped into his mouth when he saw those tears. Had Mark betrayed him and told Sora what happened at the dock?!

Sora sniffled and wiped at his eyes, his lower lip trembling. "That's awful!" He squeaked, a few more tears escaping.

"Yeah... I didn't think you'd get this upset... sorry..." He rubbed the back of his neck, shifting on the spot.

"What's going on?!" Riku demanded as he stepped closer. His eyes full of worry and dread. "Mark!! What have you been saying to Sora?!"

Sora sniffled and sobbed, throwing his arms around Riku and burying his face. "There's a puppy in town that's gonna die!!" He wailed.

Mark blinked a little at Riku. "I was just telling him about my friend's dog..." He scrunched his nose up as he realised what Riku meant.

Riku wrapped his arms around Sora, stroking his back, a relieved look on his face. "Aw, Sora. Don't cry." He murmured, rocking him a little in his arms. "What's wrong with it, why is it dying?"

"Because its sick!!" He sighed heavily, rubbing his eyes. "They can't do anything for him..." He mumbled, sighing a little more.

Mark huffed slightly. "Don't jump to conclusions next time. I'm not that much of a jackass." He muttered in Riku's ear. "I'll see you guys around." He mumbled walking off.

Riku let out a heavy sigh. "Hey, Mark!! I'm sorry!" He called. "...about your friend's dog." He added as an afterthought. He held Sora a little tighter, rubbing his spine.

Sora blinked a little before shivering at the hand against his spine. He nudged his nose against Riku's chest, smiling at him despite his puffy eyes.

"It's okay." He replied, waving a hand in the air. "Just talk to Sora." He called as he walked away.
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"Come on, Sora. Let's go into my room. You can wash your face and then we can snuggle up and talk, okay?" Riku murmured, loosening his grip of Sora to find his keycard.

Sora nodded slightly, sniffling a little more. "I'm such a kid... getting so upset over a puppy..." He mumbled, rubbing his eye more.

"You just have a big heart, that's all." Riku purred, sliding the door open. "Go wash your face and then join me on the bed."

Sora gave a nod and headed to the bathroom, washing his face and blowing his nose, washing his hands right after before heading to be with Riku again, flopping on to the bed.

Riku laughed a little and shifted to rest Sora's head on his lap. "I thought um... maybe we could talk about some stuff?"

Sora pet his fingers throught Riku's hair, smiling lightly, sniffling slightly still. "Sure. What's up?" He tilted his head a little.

Riku leaned down to kiss Sora's nose. "I um... well... I want to talk about us and our um... sex life..."

Sora smiled a little less, crossing his arms over his chest, almost hugging himself. "I-is something... a-am I doing something wrong?"

"No... nonono... Just... just listen to me okay? Don't pull away, just listen to me..." Riku murmured, holding Sora close. "You're not doing anything wrong. It's amazing. I love it and I love you. I just.... I can't keep up with you Sora, my sex drive isn't as high as yours and sometimes.... Sometimes I just want a cuddle instead of sex, y'know?"

Sora swallowed hard. "O-oh..." He shifted to sit up, hugging his knees and chewing his lower lip. "So... I'm too... forceful? Or... you d-don't want me like that?" He scrunched his nose up.

"No... Of course I want you, idiot." Riku sighed, bopping Sora on the head lightly. "I love it when we do it, I just... I sometimes feel soffocated, y'know? I sometimes just wanna be with you and not do that stuff."

"Right..." He scrunched his nose up more, swallowing hard again. "I... um..." He fell silent, not really sure what he should say to something like that.

Riku sighed and pressed a kiss to Sora's cheek. "I'm sorry. I know it's selfish of me and I sound like a jerk, I just... sometimes all I need is a hug."

Sora flinched a little as he was kissed on his cheek. "I... you... you just never tell me anything, Riku. I don't know when enough is enough... because you don't talk to me anymore. I just... you don't talk, so I assume you want something else... a-and... the only way I can be close to you without talking is..." He rubbed his eye, catching a tear.

Riku sighed and pulled Sora against him, kissing his head. "I'm sorry. Don't cry. I'm sorry." He whispered. "I don't want to hurt you. I'm sorry."

"I'm not crying." He muttered, pulling away from him. "I'm just so confused. You always flirt and... you're really touchy... so I thought..." He sighed heavily. "I don't want to ruin everything but... I'm just... afraid I'll lose you."

Riku gave a sigh, hugging his knees. "I'm not saying that I don't like sex at all, ever. I just... I don't know..."

"You're just tired of me." He shrugged slightly, rubbing his eye again. "O-okay... I'm... I'm gonna go do my homework..." He shifted to stand.

"I'm not tired of you Sora! Gods, I'm not trying to get rid of you! Just listen to me!!" Riku huffed. "I just want to spend time with you sometimes without screwing you into the mattress!!"

"And I'd like to actually talk to you without someone else having to be there. The only time we talk anymore is if we're with someone else or if we're talking about how... how goddamn fucking screwed up my life is!!" He shouted, squeezing his eyes shut.

Riku gasped a little at Sora's use of swear words. It was strange to hear such words. "So then let's talk!! I miss just cuddling you and talking about everything and nothing!"

Sora sighed heavily, flopping to sit in the middle of the floor, his legs stretched out across the floor. "I'm fed up of everything. I... I didn't tell you, but King Mickey came to see me... and the things he said... I'm really confused now..."

Riku flopped onto his stomach on the bed, watching Sora. "What did he want to see you for? What did he say??" He asked, concern shining in seagreen eyes.

Sora shrugged slightly. "Just to say 'hi, get a move on', I think. He wants to open up Kingdom Hearts, remember?" He scrunched his nose up, keeping his eyes on the floor. "He confused me... because I agreed with almost everything he said..." he mumbled.

"Well... what did he say?" Riku asked, draping an arm over the side of the bed to toy with the carpet.

"That we're like... like two sides of a coin. Light and Dark, heads and tails... we need each other as much as they do... and that trying to destroy each other is never going to work." Sora frowned slightly. "He said something like 'so, I take a few worlds into the darkness, but light will always exist. You bring all worlds into light, darkness will always be there'. It made so much... sense to me." He scrunched his nose right up, his face flushed almost in shame.

Riku gave a nod. "Yeah. There can be no such think as pure light or pure dark. They need each other to exist. You know that, Sora. You've seen it. Everyone's hearts have dark and light in them. Yet, that doesn't mean we should just let the King destroy worlds. There is enough darkness without that."

"I know... I guess I'm just being a stupid kid again..." He mumbled, hugging his knees up to his chest, frowning at the floor.

Riku sighed. "Sora... You're not a stupid kid. You're smart and brave. You're a hero. Everyone looks up to you and adores you."

"Yeah... when nobody really should. What did I do? I just pointed a big key at shiny things. The Keyblade could've chosen anyone." He scrunched his nose up, sighing heavily.

"It chose you! That says something." Well... it had been intended for Riku until he chose the path of darkness. "It chose you because you have a good heart and you are kind and sweet."

"No! It chose you!!" He made the Keyblade appear and placed it on the floor scooting back from it. "If you hadn't gotten roped in by darkness, you'd have it. I'm just the backup plan..." He murmured, scooting away slowly.

"No! It chose you!!" Riku huffed. "You are the Keyblade Master! You are the one who saved the worlds!! You, Sora! Not me!!"

Sora gritted his teeth as the Keyblade decided it was too far from its master and appeared in Sora's hand again. "What if I don't want it anymore?! Why does it have to be me?!"

"Because you're the only one with a strong enough heart and will to do it Sora!! It has to be you!" Riku sighed. "You are the chosen one, the Light of all of Gaia. Of all the worlds!"

Sora made the Keyblade vanish and flopped forward on the floor, burying his face in the carpet. "I don't want it. I'm tired of being a hero. I just want to be a teenager again..."

Riku sighed and flopped onto the floor to cuddle Sora up, laying beside him. "I know..."

Sora sighed heavily, squirming away from Riku, sitting up and rubbing his nose. "I guess nothing can change until we... until I defeat King Mickey..."

"Until we defeat him, Sora. We're a team. You, me, Kairi, Roxas, Leon. We're all in this together!!"

"Sure..." He shifted to stand. "I'm gonna go do my homework and sleep or something..." He shrugged slightly.

"Right..." Riku sighed, shifting back onto his bed. "In other words you're running away from me because I tred to talk to you. See? This is why I keep my mouth shut because we always argue!"

"We're not arguing... you're the one turning it into an argument. I'm just tired of every conversation we having being about either the end of the world or my stupid parents." He grumbled. "I just... wanna talk like we used to. About the future and our dreams... and just... everything."

"So stop running away and talk to me!!" Riku huffed, pulling a pillow over his head. "I hate arguing with you!"

Sora pouted and kicked off his shoes, scrambling onto the bed and curling up against Riku, hiding his face against his chest. "I don't know what to say anymore. When I was fourteen, we talked about getting off the Islands... then it happened and we spent most of this year talking about getting off the Islands again. Now its happened, we don't have anything to talk about."

"Well... Gaia is a big place. Once we defeat the King, we should explore every inch. We could steal an airship... I don't think a raft would get us very far!"

"It was Kairi's and your idea to make that dumb raft in the first place. I always said it would sink or something." He mumbled, nuzzling Riku's chest a little.

Riku toyed with Sora's hair. "Yeah, well that's just 'cause you didn't want to help build it."

"I did most of the work!!" He squealed, gasping as he looked at Riku's face. "I found all the stuff to make it, I gathered supplies to take with us, I tied it all together! You just bullied me the whole time!" He stuck his tongue out, scrunching up his nose.

Riku laughed and nudged Sora. "Yeah, well, I had a more important task! I was supervising. Of course, that was most men's way of saying watching while everyone else does all the hard work.

Sora stuck his tongue out again. "You were lazing about in the sand or play fighting with the other kids..." He scrunched his nose up. "Gah... I always got so jealous when you did that." He burried his face in Riku, blushing.

"Jealous of my laziness?" Riku asked, nudging the boy again. "Or jealous that you weren't fighting with me?"

"Hnn... jealous you were hanging around with the other kids... You were always my best friend... not theirs." He mumbled.

"You were always hanging around with other kids too! You always looked so happy running about with them. I used to hate it." Riku replied.

"I was happy... because you were watching." He snuggled closer, smiling lightly at Riku. "Y'know, aside from Kairi, I never took any of the other kids back to mine... and no one slept over with me alone but you. When Kairi stayed, you were always there too." He murmured.

Riku stole a soft kiss. "I always loved our private sleepovers the best. I had you all to myself!" He smiled a little. "Hey, when we get this airship, we should go visit that pirate friend of yours!"

Sora smiled lightly. "You only loved it because we would play my videogames..." he mumbled, nuzzling a little more. "Hn, Balthier? Yeah, we should. He's really great, and his girlfriend is so cool! She's got rabbit ears!!"

"Rabbit ears?" Riku asked. "Sounds like something out of those adult magazines..." He murmured, flushing a little.

"Hn? Adult... magazines?" He tilted his head a little, giving the blankest, most innocent look imaginable. He really had no clue what Riku meant.

Riku frowned a little. "You know... like... porn magazines..... The kind people's dads hide under the bed or in the wardrobe..."

Sora blushed brightly, his eyes widening. "R-really?! People do that?" He scrunched his nose up. "I... never... I've never seen anything like that. I guess I'm just... really innocent to that stuff..."

Riku gave a nod. "Yeah, bunny ears and fluffy bunny tails and not a whole lot else..." He murmured, blushing bright.

"...girls? Ew..." He scrunched his nose up more and burried his face in Riku's chest. "Gods, when did I get so damn gay?!" He whined, curling up a little more.

Riku laughed louder. "Haha, you've always been gay. For me." He teased, kissing the boy's nose. "Although, Kairi is a girl, she has boobs and stuff."

"I guess I did always kinda think you were better than anybody ever..." He mumbled, blushing brightly. "Sure Kairi's a girl... I haven't seen her about in ages..."

"Jeeze. She's probably so mad at us, always shut up in here together, never hanging around with her... We should visit her!"

"I don't know what dorm she's in... she's just not into the same stuff anymore. She's such a... girl." He scrunched his nose up. "Really, things weren't the same back on the Island, but we kinda just glossed over it..."

Riku frowned. "But, she's our friend, Sora. We should at least make an effort to hang out with her."

"Yeah... I just get this feeling she won't be too happy when she figures out... what you and me are, now..." he mumbled.

A sigh escaped the silver haired teen. "Yeah... I guess we shoulda told her right away... She is gonna yell at us!"

"She's probably gonna hit me or something..." He frowned and curled up a little, a guilty look crossing his face. He loved Riku... so why should he be made to feel guilty about it?

"I'll protect you..." Riku murmured, cuddling Sora all up. "I love you."

Sora nudged their noses together. "I love you too..." He mumbled. Sora brushed a hand over Riku's cheek. "Can I ask you something?"

"Sure, Sora, what's up?" Riku asked, nudging Sora's nose in return.

"When is it acceptable for me to actually make a move on you? I don't... I don't wanna just completely stop but I don't want... to smother you, as you put it..." he murmured, averting his gaze.

"I um... Just do what comes natural and if I feel smothered I'll say? How does that sound?"

"But with a drive and libido like mine, I can't help but want it all the time... so... I can't just do what comes natural..." he mumbled, blushing.

"Um..." Riku frowned, scrunching up his nose as he pressed his lips to Sora's. "I guess I'll get used to it."

"Maybe you should make the moves for a change? It's always me..." he mumbled, frowning a little bit.

Riku nipped that frown a little. "Not always... I do sometimes..." He murmured, pouting a little.

"Not true." He pouted back. "I'm always the one. It... kinda feels like a chore sometimes..." he all but whispered, looking away.

Riku frowned at that. "Well... gee, sorry I make you feel obliged to seduce me..." He huffed, folding his arms across his chest.

"No! Riku..." he whined, sitting up a little bit. "It's just... you don't seem to ever want anything unless I provoke you into it..." He mumbled, rubbing his eye.

"I'm sorry..." Riku mumbled, pouting more. "I just... I guess my sex drive is broken or something...."

"Or maybe I'm not your type?" He tilted his head slightly. "You did tell me you're not gay..." He mumbled.

"I'm not gay. I just love you. No other guys. You're special though. I love you and I do like having sex with you."

"When we are. Not when we're not, right?" He hugged his knees to his chest. "M... maybe... you'd be better... w-with a girl..." he stuttered, keeping himself from crying.

Riku huffed and nudged Sora. "Idiot. It's you I love. I don't want a girl! I just want you."

"But maybe we're trying too hard... You're not gay and I... I clearly am these days... so maybe I'm too much for you." He mumbled.

"Are... are you breaking up with me, Sora?" Riku asked, frowning. "Is it because you want someone like Trey who'll screw your brains out all the time?"

Sora whimpered slightly. "I don't like Trey like that, Riku..." He mumbled. "M-maybe I am breaking up with you. I just don't wanna hurt you and smother you..."

Riku sighed and rolled away from Sora, burying his head in the pillows so Sora wouldn't see his tears. ".... Fine."

Sora sniffled slightly, chewing his thumb knuckle. "W-well... I... I guess... that's it." He choked out, tears running down his face as he shifted to get his shoes back on.

Riku sobbed into his pillow, smothering his face more to muffle the sounds. "Guess it is..." He mumbled through the pillow.

Sora sniffled more, tears rushing down his face. As he tried to stand from the bed, his knees shook and he sank to them on the floor, sobbing. "I don't want it to be..."

Riku clung to his pillow. "You just said! Make up your mind." He sobbed, louder and harder, the pillow no longer muffling his heartbroken cries.

"I hate this! I... I hate it!!" He sobbed, trembling as his breathing shook. "I can't... I'm just so scared of hurting you... so scared you'll leave me..."

Riku rolled over to face Sora, looking at him through teary eyes. "Dummy. You're the one leaving." He sniffled, wiping his eyes, only for fresh tears to fall.

"Because I'm scared..." he whispered, sobbing more, his eyes squeezing shut as tears continued to fall. He sniffled a little, choking on his breath a few times.

Riku sighed and petted Sora's hair, his bottom lip quivering.

Sora blinked up at him, his own lip trembling as he looked at Riku. "I... I love you so much... I just don't want you to feel trapped..."

"I don't feel trapped... I just... I just want our relationship to be so much more than just sex..." Riku sobbed.

Sora pouted more, tears streaking his skin. "So do I, but when you don't talk to me... and how I lost you in the past... the only other way I feel close to you is when we do..."

Riku wrapped an arm around Sora. "I'm not going anywhere. I won't leave you behind again."

Sora scrambled onto the bed, kicking his shoes off in the process and clinging to Riku, burying his face. "I love you!!"

Riku clung to the younger boy as though his life depended on it. "I love you too!"

"Then please, just stop shutting me out... I'm still a kid... I need to be talked to." He mumbled, nuzzling him.

Riku clung tighter. "I'm sorry, Sora. I'm so sorry!"

"Nghh... Riku... c-can't... ... breathe!" He squeaked out, trying to breathe in the grasp of his very strong boyfriend.

Riku released his grip a little. "Sorry..." He mumbled, flushing bright, tears staining his cheeks.

Sora laughed gently. "It's okay. Hey... we should... I dunno... schedule a time when we put aside everything just to talk about how our week has gone. Maybe Friday nights, after school?"

Riku toyed with Sora's hair. "I... I like that idea. We can just snuggle and talk and then once we're done talking, you can sleep over and we'll play video games and stuff..."

Sora nodded a little, smiling softly. "We can just talk about everything... we should make it like... I dunno... date night or something. We go out or stay in, whatever, but it's our date and nothing is allowed to get in the way!"

"Agreed!" Riku murmured, pulling Sora into a soft kiss. "It'll be our alone time. Just me and you."

"I... also think we should say when we're gonna... you know... so we can just save up everything for that time." He blushed, averting his gaze.

Riku chuckled soft. "Should we draw up a timetable?" He teased playfully. "Wednesday - 7pm-8pm - fucking Sora."

Sora blushed brighter. "Heh, only got enough stamina for an hour? I thought you were a teenager." He teased back.

"Hey, if you want more, you gotta book another slot on the timetable! Rules are rules!"

Sora huffed, pouting at him. "And what if you come before the hour is up and I don't?"

"Well... that's just the way it goes." Riku said, poking Sora's sides.

"Hn, some boyfriend you are." He grumbled, wriggling to turn his back on Riku. "I've got to schedule when I make the moves and you'd stop even if I hadn't come!!"

Riku laughed and nuzzled Sora's neck, wrapping an arm around his waist to pull him close against him.

Sora pouted more. "You're so lame." He mumbled, crossing his arms and frowning.

Riku nipped at Sora's neck. "Yeah, but you love me." He teased, stroking the boy's stomach.

"Nh... yeah..." he mumbled, his skin flushing brightly. "I really do." He murmured, wriggling back tight against Riku, holding his arm.

Riku rolled his hips just a little, holding onto Sora as he did so.

Sora blushed just a tad brighter, but he made no movements. "You're the best, okay, Riku? My favourite." He murmured, smiling lightly.

"I better be!" He murmured, nibbling and suckling lightly, slipping his hand between Sora's legs.

Sora squeaked a little, gripping the sheets. "Nhh... is... is this just because I said you never start things...?" He asked quietly.

"It's because I think you look sexy right now." He murmured. Maybe it was a little because of Sora's words. "Is it okay?" He asked, groping Sora lightly over his clothes.

"Nnnn... yeah... as long as it's not because of what I said..." he mumbled, looking over his shoulder. His eyes were half lidded and his pouty lips were parted; his skin was flushed a pretty pink and he let out the softest moan.

"Do um... Do you want me to suck you?" Riku asked, blushing bright at the sight of Sora looking so... flushed and aroused.

Sora blushed a little brighter, leaning to kiss Riku. "Just... just do what you want, Riku. I'm not going to ask for more than what you want to do..."

Riku returned the kiss and eased Sora onto his back, wriggling down his body.

Sora blushed brightly, curling his toes inside his socks and tensing up just a little. "O-only if you wanna, Riku..." he mumbled.

Riku gave a nod and began to unfasten Sora's clothing. Why did a boy need so many buckles, straps and zippers anyway? He pulled them down past Sora's hips, along with his underwear.

His easily aroused length sprang free when his underwear came down and Sora squeaked softly, blushing brightly as he looked down at Riku.

Riku curled his hand around the base, stroking a few times before licking at the head.

"Aah..." His eyes slipped closed and Sora's toes curled more, his hand threading through silver hair as he tried hard not to wriggle.

Riku licked and teased at the head with his tongue, rolling his tongue over it wickedly.

"Ohh... ohh Gods... when did you get so... nhhhn..." his eyes rolled back behind his eyelids and he trembled slightly.

He flushed bright, taking Sora's cock into his mouth, just the first few inches, as his hand pumped and teased the rest, his other hand slipping down to Sora's balls, caressing them.

Sora moaned and whimpered, his face flushed so bright it burned, his hands tightening in Riku's hair and the sheets as he knees bent up. "Nnnh... so good..." he whimpered out.

Riku took a little more of that length into his mouth, sucking, licking and teasing it, bobbing his head a little, lifting his gaze to watch Sora.

His mouth hung open as he panted, his skin beginning to prickle with beads of sweat. "Aaahnn... Riku..." he mewled, his hips jerking a little bit. "Gods... s-so close... Riku..."

Riku moved his hand away, taking more of Sora's prick in his mouth, trying not to gag as it hit the back of his throat.

Sora gasped sharply, his eyes snapping open as he came, his hands both burying in Riku's hair as a moan of pure ecstasy escaped his swollen lips.

Riku swallowed down most Sora's release, milking him dry, before pulling away, kissing his pubic bone, before shuffling up to kiss him, sharing his seed with him.

Sora purred as he was kissed, coughing slightly as he was given Riku's little gift, his eyes watering as he swallowed. "Nh... mean..." he mewled, pawing at Riku's chest, wriggling a little.

Riku laughed soft, kissing the corner of Sora's mouth lightly. "Does that feel better?" He purred, stroking Sora's hip.

"Mmn... feels nice..." he murmured, his face flushed and his lips parted, glistening with his own come as he panted softly.

Riku licked Sora's lips, purring soft. "Mm you taste good." He trailed his kisses to Sora's jaw, nipping just lightly.

"Mnnh... Riku..." he mewled, gripping the back of his boyfriend's shirt, kicking his pants off all the way now, instead of leaving his feet in them.

Riku chuckled and slipped his hand between Sora's legs again, running his fingers over his groin.

"Ahh..." His face flushed as his length twitch, starting to come to life again. "Riku... you'll get me hard again..." he mumbled.

Riku purred and curled his fingers around Sora's twitching, flaccid length, teasing it.

Sora panted and whimpered, his eyes falling shut for a brief moment before he gripped at the sheets, trying to occupy his hands so he didn't get carried away and smother Riku...

Riku rocked his hand a little, stroking just teasingly. "You're so beautiful, Sora."

Sora whimpered more, his hands twitching a little. "Riku... you're getting me hard... don't be mean..." he mewled.

"You don't want it?" Riku asked, rocking his hand more.

"Gods... Riku... you know I do... I want you to screw me so bad... but I don't w-wanna smother you..." he mumbled through moans, whimpering still.

Riku pulled away, kneeling up on the bed as he peeled his t-shirt off, casting it aside.

Sora blushed brightly, reaching a hand out before pulling it away, remaining in his own tops, hugging his hands to his chest. He just wasn't sure what to do anymore...

Riku frowned. "Sora... Don't shy away from me." He murmured, unfastening his pants, wriggling out of them.

"I just... don't... know what's acceptable and what's smothering..." he mumbled, plucking at his own top awkwardly.

"I'll tell you if I feel smothered, okay?" Riku reached out, curling his fingers under the hem of Sora's tops. "Off."

Sora gave a timid nod, unfastening what needed to be opened before slipping free of his shirts, unable to hide a big gash on his chest, despite holding his hands there.

Riku frowned and nudged Sora's hands away. "What's this?" He asked, running his finger over it.

Sora hissed a little. "Something Oblivion caused... Roxas and I were fighting... sparring, y'know, a-and... He said something about you and Axel talking... next thing I know, my t-shirt is shredded and the Keyblade is cutting me..." he mumbled.

Riku frowned. "I don't understand. Why should me and Axel talking after you and Roxas and your Keyblades?" He asked, pressing a kiss to the wound.

Sora gasped softly. "I think he slipped because he was upset... Besides, I think he feels a little violated by Axel going to you, that's why Oblivion acted up..."

"Axel just wanted to talk to a Somebody, and he couldn't find you. I'm the only other person around here he really knows."

"Mm, I said that to Roxas..." he mumbled, wriggling a little. "Don't worry, he won't be coming after you." He chuckled, tugging Riku's hair lightly.

"I'll hide behind you if he does." Riku murmured, kissing and licking at Sora's wound. "So, did Axel find him after my talk with him?"

"Mnn... I don't know... he didn't tell me..." he mumbled, panting softly and wriggling a little. "D-don't..." He mewled, his nipples hardening.

Riku shifted his attention to those nipples, attacking one with his mouth while his fingers teased the other.

A moan escaped and Sora squirmed slightly, his cock twitching. "N-no... sensitive... aa-ahhn..." he mewled, wriggling more.

Riku continued his assault, running his hands over Sora's body.

Sora whimpered and moaned. "Riku..." he whined, wriggling a little more. "So hot..." he panted out, his skin tingling.

Riku switched sides, attacking the other nipple with his mouth now.

"Ohh Gods... Riku..." He arched up, unintentionally pressing his length against Riku, his hands gripping the bigger teen's back.

Riku slid his hands down to Sora's butt, groping it lightly as he ground against him.

Sora's eyes widened before closing, a moan escaping as he grasped Riku's shoulders, rocking against him in return.

Riku rolled his hips a little, pulling Sora against him, kissing him hard, moaning against his lips. "Ngh."

"you... you're happy, right?" He asked breathlessly against Riku's lips, rocking a little more. "You want this...?"

Riku kissed him again and nodded. "Y-yeah..." He rolled his hips again, pressing Sora back against the bed to straddle him.

Sora writhed a little, panting and stroking his hands down Riku's sides. "Nh... promise you want me?" He asked through a gasp.

Riku bucked his hips, grinding hard against Sora. "Ngh~ Promise." He moaned, leaning over the boy to fumble in his drawer for some lube.

Sora's eyes rolled back and he moaned in pleasure, grinding against Riku as his cock dripped and wept, his hands clutching at the sheets.

Riku settled back on his knees. "Do you want this?" He asked in return, undoing the bottle.

Sora smirked a little, hooking an ankle over Riku's shoulder, spreading the other leg away. "What does that tell you?" He asked, blushing brightly, arching his slender body.

Riku flushed bright, pouring some lube onto his hand, letting it warm for a moment, before running a slicked fingertip over Sora's exposed entrance.

Sora mewled and panted, that ring of muscle twitching a little as RIku's finger touched him. "Aah... tickles..." he laughed softly.

Riku chuckled and nudged his fingertip inside. "How about now?" He asked, keeping his eyes on Sora.

A moan escaped and Sora hung his mouth open, swallowing to dampen his suddenly dry mouth. "Feels good... hurts a little..."

Riku poured more lube over his hand, getting some on the sheets, before nudging his finger in a little more. "Does it hurt too much?"

Sora shook his head slightly. "It... it's okay..." His face changed to a slight frown of discomfort but he mewled and moaned anyway.

Riku's free hand curled around Sora's length to try and distract him from the discomfort as he eased his finger in entirely, seeking out that sweet spot.

A few more gentle moans slipped out before a louder, raw noise escaped and he writhed, his skin tingling. "Th... that... nghh..."

Riku stroked Sora's cock as his finger nudged against that spot, almost relentlessly.

Sora gasped and panted, twitching and squirming as if he were trying to get away. "Riku... aaaahhn..." he mewled.

"Too much?" Riku whispered, teasing Sora's prostate more.

"A... a little... it's good..." he panted, his skin sheened in sweat, his length dripping precome.

Riku pressed and teased at that sweet spot more, before easing a second finger in.

Sora trembled at the pleasure, his head clouded and his eyes blurred. It was all he could do not to pass out.

Riku shifted a little to lean down, taking Sora in his mouth once more as those fingers scissored and teased inside him.

"R-Riku... nghhh... please..." he begged, his whole body twitching and shaking as he panted harder.

Riku kissed and licked at Sora's length. "What is it you want, Sora?" He asked, purring, his fingers not pausing even for a second.

A whimper escaped and he looked down at Riku with tearful, lusty eyes. "Riku... p-please... you..." he mewled, grasping the sheets.

Riku gave a nod and withdrew his fingers. He reached for the bottle of lube and slicked his twitching length. He guided it to Sora's entrance, nudging just the head inside, leaning down to kiss Sora hard.

Sora winced and flinched, trying to relax, his body aching as he gripped loosely at Riku's biceps. "Nhhh... slow..." he gasped.

Riku gave another nod, panting hard at the tightness around the head of his cock. He swallowed hard, easing in just a little more.

Sora squeezed around him a little, blinking up at him with those sparkly, tearful eyes. "I'm sorry for... b-being so... overwhelming. ...I love... you..."

Riku shushed him, kissing him again harder. "Ngh... love... love you too..." He panted, pushing all the way inside, moaning at that tight heat, making him feel dizzy. He paused to let Sora adjust.

Sora shook. Hard. His whole body ached and hurt but it just felt so good. "G-Gods..." He twitched a little and as the shaking subsided, he rolled his hips invitingly.

At that roll Riku withdrew almost completely, before sinking back into that tight heat, moaning out Sora's name as he did.

As Riku pushed back in, Sora moaned out, his hands squeezing the bigger teen's biceps, one leg hooking itself over Riku's shoulder.

Riku took advantage of the change in position, thrusting deeper into Sora. He mewled and moaned in pleasure.

"Nghhh..." Sora writhed a little, his breath shortening as he gasped and moaned with each thrust Riku made. "So... so good... aahnn..."

The older teen curled a hand around Sora's length, the other hand pressed against the bed for support as he thrust harder, quickening his pace.

Sora watched Riku moving above him, trying to keep a rhythm with him as he rolled his own hips. "Riku... close..." he mewled, his eyes slipping shut as tears ran down his face.

Riku crushed his lips to Sora's, kissing him hard and passionately. His cock throbbed inside Sora, weeping precome. "Ngh... me too... so good!!"

Sora kissed back, panting hard as he trembled beneath Riku. Crying out his boyfriend's name, his eyes snapped open as his vision paled and Sora came hard, his hands digging into Riku's biceps.

Riku hissed a little as Sora's fingers dug into him. He kissed Sora again, before sinking his teeth into the boy's shoulders to muffle his cries of pleasure. He gave a few more thrusts, before shuddering, crying out Sora's name against the boy's skin, filling him with his release.

A groan escaped to the biting and Sora mewled as he was filled, feeling Riku's hot seed inside him. His eyes rolled back and he settled against the sheets, his leg slipping from Riku's shoulder as he lay there, breathless and spent, his face damp with tears.

Riku panted hard, leaning in, he licked those tears from Sora's face, replacing them with kisses.

Sora gasped for air, his eyes blinking a little before he settled his gaze on Riku. "Nh..." he groaned slightly, his breath shaking.

Riku pulled out carefully, shifting to lay bbeside Sora, stroking his abs. "Okay?" He asked.

"Yeah..." he exhaled, wincing as he shifted slightly, stretching his legs out. "You?" He blinked up at him.

Riku gave a nod, shifting to snuggle Sora up more. "How was it for you?"

Sora laughed softly, smiling gently. "Really good. Hurt a little, but I don't mind. It felt good."

"Sorry... I should've been gentler..." Riku murmured, kissing Sora's head.

"Shut up, it was incredible." He muttered, snuggling a little closer. "If it hurt too much, I'd tell you."

Riku threaded his fingers through Sora's hair, kissing him on the lips. "I love you."

Sora smiled as he was kissed, returning it before shifting to sit up. "Right. I'll shower up then head back to my dorm."

Riku frowned a little. "You... you're running off?" He asked, pouting a little.

Sora scrunched his nose up a little. "I... just thought I'd go... so I don't smother you..." He muttered, pouting right back.

"But what about after-sex cuddles?" Riku pouted more. "Forget what I said, Sora. Just stay near me?"

Sora gave a slight smile and settled to lay back, brushing hair from his eyes and glancing around awkwardly. Even still, he wasn't sure how to react to Riku anymore.

Riku kissed Sora's forehead, nuzzling him all up. "You reek of sex." He teased. Even though he smelt just as bad.

Sora laughed slightly. "You do too..." he mumbled, chewing his thumbnail nervously, trying not to snuggle up into Riku or nuzzle or anything.

Riku scrunched up his nose. "Sora... you know when I said you smother me... you realise that I didn't mean literally, don't you?"

Sora pouted slightly. "I dunno..." He looked away, frowning slightly. "I just don't know where to draw the lines anymore..."

"We'll figure it out together..." Riku muttered. "I just wanted you to know that if I pulled away it wasn't because I don't love you."

Sora nodded just a little before wriggling over to face away from Riku, shivering a little in his nudity, without making any attempts to grab the blanket.

Riku spooned against Sora, pulling the blanket up over them both. "I love you." He purred, nuzzling Sora's neck.

Sora nodded again. "I know." He mumbled, hugging his hands to his chest. He scrunched his nose a little, wiggling his toes.

The older teen sighed and nuzzled, stroking Sora's stomach. "I love you so much." He whispered.

"Yeah..." he mumbled, keeping his arms tucked against himself. "I love you, too." He muttered, squeezing his eyes shut.

Riku frowned a little and kept hold of Sora, sighing again. It seemed he had truly screwed things up this time.

Sora nuzzled the pillow, trying so hard not to cry. It was weird. He understood how Riku wanted space, but it just hurt so much. He'd always clung to Riku. Since they were tiny. Now it felt like he was losing his best friend in order to gain a boyfriend.

Riku held onto Sora tighter. Afraid to let go of him in case he ran away. He pressed kisses to Sora's spine, letting out a sob.

At the sob, Sora tensed, scrambling over to blink at Riku, afraid to touch him. "Riku... wh... what's wrong?" He asked quietly.

"I've screwed up everything." He sobbed, wiping at his eyes frantically. "You hate me!"

"I don't hate you!!" He batted Riku's hands away and cupped his face, brushing his thumbs over Riku's cheeks before kissing him softly. "I just don't know how I'm supposed to act anymore..."

Riku squeaked into the kiss, clinging to Sora. "I don't... I don't want you to act any different."

"I'm sorry..." he mumbled, scooting closer and burying his head against Riku's chest. "I-I'm sorry..." he repeated in a whisper, his eyes closing.

Riku clung to Sora. "No... I'm sorry. I shouldn't've said anything."

"No, you need space... and I'm trying to give you that space, I just don't know how to do that yet..." he mumbled. "We've just always been so close... I..."

"It's not space... it's just... I want you, I just... don't want sex all the time..." Riku mumbled.

"Then give me some other way to be close to you! I'm already losing my best friend just so I can have a boyfriend! Don't make me lose my boyfriend too!!" He sqeaked, tears running down his face.

Riku sighed and held Sora tight against him. "We're close now, aren't we?"

"It's physical, again. I don't want everything to always just be physical... you don't want that either, from what you're saying..." He scrunched his nose up. "Why is it that you say you don't want sex and then screw me anyway? You say you want us to talk more and you just hold me instead?"

Riku sighed. "I'm sorry..." He murmured, stroking Sora's back. "I don't... I don't know what I want. All I knwo is I don't want to lose you."

"But you're pushing me away and then pulling me back... I'm just confused, Riku. I'm still just a kid... I need some sort of structure..." He sighed heavily, burying his face against Riku's neck. "I thought you were the one stable thing in my life..."

Riku sighed and stroked Sora's hair oh so tenderly, giving a sad, yet dry laugh. "Heh. I've never been stable..."

"Yes you have, Riku." He nuzzled him gently. "You've always been the one thing I could lean on. My best friend, the guy I could ask for anything. You're my favourite, remember?"

"I'm still that guy, Sora. I'm still gonna be here for you all the time. Nothing will change. I just... sometimes a cuddle instead of a screw is all I need."

"And sometimes I need a conversation instead of a cuddle. Or as well as one. I can't stand you not talking to me anymore." He murmured.

"Then we'll talk more. It'll be like it used to be." Riku mumbled.

"Okay..." he mumbled, nuzzling into Riku and setlling down in the bed. "I'm just so scared I'll lose you again." He whispered.

"You're stuck with me." Riku purred, stroking Sora's hair softly. "Always."

Sora gave a slight nod and curled his arms around Riku, nuzzling him a little as he closed his eyes.

Riku continued to toy with the boy's hair. "I love you. I always will. No matter what."

"I love you too, Riku." He murmured, kissing his chest over his heart. "I promise I'll try to kill my libido a bit. I just... haven't exactly got the confidence to do anything to myself when I'm alone..."

"You mean... like... masturbating? It's a lot less scary than sex..." Riku murmured.

"Sex with you isn't scary. I just... I suppose with Roxas sharing my bed, I don't have anywhere I can do it..."

"Kick him out. He has his own bed. I'm supposed to share your bed." He wasn't jealous. Much.

"I get scared and lonely at night..." he mumbled, frowning a little. "I'm just so frightened at night, like all the monsters are gonna crawl out of the shadows to get me. It's stupid at my age."

"You could always... stay over with me. I'd protect you from any monster!!"

"I already stop over a lot of nights... short of swapping dorms, I don't think there's much else we could do." He shrugged slightly.

"Somehow, I don't think Roxas would appreciate that." Riku murmured. He cuddled Sora up more, kissing his head.

"Exactly. So, I'm stuck with that Nobody and his kicking." He mumbled, pouting a little and tilting his head up to kiss Riku.

Riku returned the kiss. "Well, he takes after you with the kicking!" He teased.

Sora laughed softly, nuzzling into Riku and sighing gently. "I'm tired. You don't mind if I sleep over, right?"

"As long as you don't kick me or wet the bed." Riku teased, nudging Sora.

"Jerk." He murmured, laughing a little before settling into Riku and smiling as he closed his eyes again.

Riku chuckled and snuggled his younger lover up, closing his own eyes.